Free Write 3/5

I really can't believe I'm here right now because when I woke up this morning I basically decided I was skipping school today. But then I laid there for a few more minutes and said to myself no, I have to go. So here I am. But it's really amazing because usually when I have those battles with myself not going to school wins. I don't know why I pick early classes because I'm not a morning person at all. I guess I just like to get them out of the way with so then I can go home and take a nap. Next year I won't be able to do an 8:30 class because I'll be driving from the Lake to Lebanon so I'll shoot for 10 or so. I'm so sick of school though, I'm about ready to call it quits and go to hair school... Seriously. But I won't. Because I suck at doing hair really.. I'm excited for tonight because I don't have school on Wednesday so I basically get to do whatever I want. But I have no money, at all, so whatever I do has to be free, or I have to con someone in to paying for me. I think I'm going to clean my room today when I get home. I really don't want to do that because just looking at the mess makes me want to cry. It's a wreck. There's seriously three weeks worth of clean clothes on the floor. That's going to take me forever and a day to hang up and put away. If my mom saw it she'd probably faint and die. Not kidding. I could seriously use a red bull this morning, but I didn't get one. I'd say I'll get one after but I probably shouldn't since I want to take a nap, and that stuff makes me bounce off the walls. I'm soooooo excited for spring break it's not even funny. Even though I'm not going anywhere cool.